I went to bed like an hour ago but I've been too restless to sleep. I started thinking about my past and man it makes me sick. I feel like I could puke right now. I wanted to remember a few of my worst nights to appreciate how far God has brought me. Bad idea...I think those nights are too dark to bring back up. I am amazed and sickened at the depth of my evilness apart from God. Praise be to God who saved me from the sick and twisted life I once lived.

I am a new creation through Jesus Christ. Through Jesus Christ I am free from the sin that once controlled me. I owe my life to Jesus Christ.