God's Will

Shouldn't I delight in God's will no matter what it is? Yes, I should. But I'm struggling.

See, I have my heart set on going to the Swiss alps for 5 days. I planned the trip and then I prayed about it- mistake no. 1. I should have prayed and then planned. Well, as I pray I'm getting this huge NO from God about going. If you're not a Christian this may be tough to imagine, but for those of you who seek God's will you probably have experienced this before. For me it happened like this...
Me: "God should..."
God: NO
Me: "I"
God: NO
Me: "Go to"
God: NO
Me: "Switzerland?"
God: NO!
Me: "Why not! I want to go!"

So this is where I am right now. Throwing a tantrum like a spoiled kid. I know that the only joy in life comes from submitting to His will. So, I'm not going.

My next prayer was whether I should go to a monastery for solitude and fasting and things like that and God seemed to be throwing me in that direction. I told myself that I wanted to go to the mountains to seek God and draw near to Him, but in reality I probably would have been distracted by the scenery and people and the cozy little chalet. Staying in a monastery in my own room with sparse furnishings will probably much less distracting. So, I look forward to whatever God has for me.